ANG SWEET NI JUSTINE EMIBEL A.K.A. KRAS

Justine Emibel: Okay, thanks kras. Mwah!

Me: Muah! Di na ako unli eh. Good nyt my Kras. See you in my dream. :)

Justine Emibel: Okay, I'll go inside your head down right into your heart. hehe! Sweetest dreams.

I always had this girl-crush on her since we were still at our third year in College.
The first time I saw her, I knew that there's something different on her. She's not like any other beautiful girls I knew.

Maybe, I can also see that she had the same kind of aura like that of what my "huge crush" had. I can see him in her.

We became friends, and I had this endearment for her... "KRAS".
That's like a filipino term for "crush".

Oh well, I'm really becoming so fond of her. She's very sweet and she's like a little sister to me, though I'm younger than her. Is it because of her height? Lols.

ITLOG AT TALONG

(This is about a silly conversation I had with Tian)

Tian: whew. bumalik na ang appetite ko. Haha! dami ko nakain. sawap! :D
(kala monaman napakasarap ng ulam ko e itlog, pritong isda saka saluyot na may sitaw na may talong na nilagyan ng bagoong lang naman ang ulam ko.)

Ako: Mukhang ganadong ganado ka sa pagsubo ng itlog at talong ahh. hahahahaha.

Tian: hahahaha! sinabe mo pa!o.LOL. benta yun ah. haha

Ako: Benta ba?! Ikaw kasi ehh. Binigyan mo ako ng idea. haha. Buti di ka nabilaukan sa talong, di ba may mga buto yun?

Tian: ngak! sa liit naman ng mga buto no'n mabibilaukan pa ba ako dun? Haha. Kaw ba gusto mo ng talong?

Ako:Naku, ayaw ko talaga ng talong... pero kumakain ako ng talong na may binati na itlog. Ano nga bang tawag dun? Gustong gusto ko yun eh.

Tian: Tortang talong yun. sarap nga nun. favorite ko yun eh.

Ako:Yun lang yung talong na kinakain ko. Sarap sarap. Di ba pinipipi ung talong bago ilagay yung binating itlog? haha!

Tian: Kailangan bating-bati yun para maghalo ng hausto yung itlog at talong. masarap kasi kapag parehas mong nalalasahan yun talong saka itlog sa iisang luto.

Ako: Ay oo. Tama ka. Maganda narin yun para isang subuan nalang sa talong at itlog. haha

Tian: Dapat din malaki subo mo dun para lasap na lasap mo. haha! Ang alam ko pinapainitan muna yung talong tas binabalatan. tas pag nabalatan na yun pipigain. Tas makikita mo yung may lumalabas na katas dun sa talong. hahaha.

Ako: Alam na alam mo yung process ng talong ahh. Ikaw na talaga. You're such an expert.

(May iba pa kaming napag-usapan liban sa talong at itlog, at nauwi kami sa usapang ULO)

Ako: Ang taba talaga ng ULO mo tian.

Tian: ULO! hahaha

Ako: Totoo namang mataba ulo mo ahh. Biruin mo yun, naisip mo yung expenditures chorva. Bakit, ayaw mo ng matabang ulo, gusto mo malaki?

Tian: Pwede na yun. mas pangit naman kung sasabihing mahaba ang ulo ko. haha!ALIEN

Ako: Alien. Ang sagwa.

Tian: Ang sagwa talaga, pero pag mahaba ang ulo, matulis yun. hahaha

Ako: haha. naalala ko yung movie na Egghead. Lam mo yun? Oh sya, kakain lang ako ng ibon (chicken). haha

Tian: Di ko lam yang Egghead na yan. Eggplant lang alam ko. sige, kaen ka na. enjoy your Bird.

(after dinner)

Ako: Ang English siguro ng tortang talong eh, EGG-EGGPLANT.

Tian: haha. talino mo dyan. Benta ulit. haha.

(nagtext na si UNLI)

Tian: Takteng yan, magbabad nalang kaya ako sa tubig.. kaliligo lang nararamdaman ko na naman ang pawis. Amp!

Ako: Ano ba kasi ang ginagawa mo at pinagpapawisan ka ng bongga? Haha. O sya. Di na ako unli. nyts. ^___^

Tian: Nagbaba-Taas kasi ako ng tabo kaya siguro pinawisan ulit ako. haha! langya, nagpahabol ka pa ng banat ahh. sige, good night.

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Madalas ganito ang usapan naming magkakaibigan.
Sanay na ako sa kanila, sanay na sila sakin.
Siguro kung sa ibang tao ako nakipag-usap ng ganyan, forever buffering ang usapan namin.

Kung sabihin man ng ibang tao na "GREEN" ang utak naman, well... "GREENER" yung kanila. Pano ko nasabi? Kasi, di naman nila maiisip na green ang pinag-uusapan namin unless, in the first place, di nya inisip ang "greeness" ng mga sinabe namin. Na-gets mo ba? Ok lang kung hindi, pero better kung oo.

I'M SO ANGRY I MADE THIS BLOG POST

It's kind of normal when me and my stepdad fight every Saturdays and Sundays, including Holidays.
He's always drunk and I hate it. It irritates me. Earlier, we had this fight of a lifetime.

Like a bomb, my patience ended. I had spoken harsh words, words I never thought that I'll say when I'm at my proper mind. I even raised my voice to my mom. In that, I kind of feel sorry.

I'm sick and tired of him. For almost ten years of my life, I'm always the one who's supposed to understand, to make adjustments, to be patient and to humble down. I'm exhausted, very exhausted of this kind of life. All I want is to be alone. Away from him. Away from my personal hell.

I told my mom that I'll stay at my aunt's house in Makati. But she would not let me because she's worried of my illness. I really want to escape from this nightmare. I want to go out. But where?

I sent a message to my friends, no one reply except for Shin. I did feel tampo to my friends, but I thought that they don't have a load and shin would be enough.

She asked me what happened and I told her my story. And she asked me if I would want to go out, she wanted to tour me at U.P. Diliman and treat me for a shake. I really want to go but my mom won't let me. She's afraid that I might not come home.

I cut our conversation because I want to close my eyes. Not to sleep but to let it rest from crying.